Frustrating day.
Still learning, trying to practice praising my Lord for having brought me through...
Tonight I will thank him instead of bringing my troubles before him. I will tell him I love him rather than ask if he loves me. I will trust him instead of asking him 'why?'
I asked him that yesterday.
He smiled that smile that only loved children know. The tolerant smile that says, 'One day you'll understand.'
His answers don't anger me as much anymore. My patience has slowly grown.
I'm a dad. I'd love to hear my children, on days that did not go their way, thank me that our home is still here. It would be incredible if they said 'I have no idea what you're doing Dad, but I know you're doing it for me.'
"I know it's been difficult. One day it will all make sense," I'd tell them.
"Today was the worst..."
"Tomorrow's another day, I promise I'll still love you."
There's a beautiful song that I must look up tomorrow. 'Because He Lives.'
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